This really.
Kip I think maybe you misenterpreted my original post. Or most likely I didn’t put myself across right. Because yes I’m analysing. You used the phrase over analysing which is of course vague and how do we set that marker? Is that the same as being ‘too sensitive’, or taking something ‘too seriously’? Maybe I’m guilty of all those things in other people’s eyes. Maybe we all can. These things are a matter of one persons opinon vs another.... but I do something, then I reflect, then I move on. It works for me.
I don’t generally target any particular event and I didn’t set a specific target for this ride. My objective was to go as hard as possible and see what happens. Now I’ve done that I’ll think about how I can go even faster next time. That is generally what I do in life. I’m incredibly competitive. But mostly that is with myself. I want to push myself as hard as I can generally. Perhaps it could be a reflection of my own particular journey in life but I don’t really think about that too much. I know it’s proven to come with reward for me but then maybe the payoff is never being completely satisfied. That’s life...
I personally wouldn’t join a club. I don’t like the formality, the restraints, or the group mentality. These type of rides suit me down to the ground.