mustang1
Legendary Member
- Location
- London, UK
In a train....
If you don't wanna sit down, then move outta the so that I can.
If you don't wanna sit down, then move outta the so that I can.
If I could hug you, then I would.Ive told you most of your teenage and adult life, get control of it, its your life, make decisions that matter. Stop ambling along, stop making wrong decisions, stop being so incredibly fatalistic or one day, you are going to seriously regret it.
And here we are...you are facing a catastrophe in your life.
Not through badness...but a bad decision, not questioning, just acting on instinct, just like you always did...and now we're all in a spiral of emotion, sadness and worry.
You cant help it...that was the pack of cards you were dealt, a chemical imbalance, an edginess about you, rebellious and sometimes arguementative. Yet loving, a complete opposite sometimes. .. I knew at 5 years old you were different, a rebel, a non conformer yet equally you can be loving, a wildlife lover, a grafter when your heads in it.
I hope your psychiatric help helps, you've been struggling with life for years and now this....
Ive told you some of this, some I can't, you're fragile. Youve self harmed in the past and attempted suicide twice... and we're scared to death for you.
Some people are not very lucky in life, my son is one of them.
And God strike down the person who got you in the mess you're in.
(No one died, not internet related and not drugs)
Take a walk In my shoes first..There are lots of other jobs out there. You will almost certainly be the reason why I take one of them.