DP, Nothing intrinsically wrong with ego but i see what you are saying. Still, you get to have the massage...
I had to bail from my zwift chaingang ride last night mainly because they were too bloody fast for me. Hung for a lap. I was somewhat chastened. But then i looked on strava and saw i had PB's for most of the course and that by and large the only former or current bkooler faster than me was Ryan Lawman who is pretty bloody quick. Darn, there shows my fragile ego!
Anyways, we are rooting for you all!