ColinJ
Puzzle game procrastinator!
- Location
- Todmorden - Yorks/Lancs border
Oops, I forgot to check into my own thread! Well, strictly it is potsy's thread, but you know what I mean ...
I'd been getting a bit embarrassed posting so much about myself, but there again - if I had read similar accounts written by somebody else a year ago, I wouldn't have ended up like this! Hopefully, a few people will change their lifestyles as a result of reading about my illness, or at the very least spot the signs of it earlier than I did.
My mum suffered from clots so it is possible that I have inherited the tendency from her, but I suspect that it is more a lifestyle thing in my case.
You are right about the ups and downs. I suddenly felt really down today, at first physically, and then emotionally because of how vulnerable that made me feel. I'm used to being a big, strong, healthy bloke but now I am weak, needy and poorly and I don't like it! Having said that, I know that I am lucky to have a condition which, though serious, has such a simple treatment. Apart from putting up with regular blood tests (another one tomorrow - ugh - I don't like needles! ), all I have to do is take a couple of Warfarin pills every evening, and wait to get better. (I hope!)
Too late with the internet advice though - I was searching online again today. I'd been feeling that perhaps I am not going to be well enough to resume cycling early in the New Year as I planned, so I looked up the stories of a few people recovering from pulmonary embolisms to see how they were doing. Some people had suffered damage to their hearts and blood vessels, and suffered subsequent embolisms and DVTs. I'd been thinking that in 6 months time, a fit and healthy ColinJ would emerge, and it shook me to think that I might never make a full recovery, or perhaps I might have to go through all of this again.
I've got to put that out of my mind. If it turns out bad in the future, so be it, but I do not want to spend the next 6 months worrying about it in advance!
Thanks Scoosh.To (mis)quote Frasier :
"Hello, ColinJ. We're listening"
You've posted a very interesting and informative lot of posts here and one of them might save a fellow cyclist's life. We can none of us be complacent about our health.
Keep getting better, keep posting and keep picturing yourself flying up those hills !
I'd been getting a bit embarrassed posting so much about myself, but there again - if I had read similar accounts written by somebody else a year ago, I wouldn't have ended up like this! Hopefully, a few people will change their lifestyles as a result of reading about my illness, or at the very least spot the signs of it earlier than I did.
Thanks Mark.Sorry i should of written it on here instead of someone elses thread. That has opened my eyes to how alot of people me included tend to ignore our bodys and dont get checked out as much as we probably should !
Hope you get well soon Colin
My mum suffered from clots so it is possible that I have inherited the tendency from her, but I suspect that it is more a lifestyle thing in my case.
You've really been through the wars, Helen! I'm glad you made such a good recovery.Colin, I hope your physical improvement continues. I know how frustrating it is when you're not yourself health-wise, plus how scary every new ache/pain can be.
I had bone cancer at 22 and acute kidney failure at 29. The kidney failure took over a year to recover fully from and I spent much of that time trying to work out if I felt better than yesterday or worse (i.e. was I relapsing, which I did once). Unfortunately these things are rarely linear - we all have good days and bad days - but your general trend seems clearly towards you getting better, as your BiL noted over five days.
You are right about the ups and downs. I suddenly felt really down today, at first physically, and then emotionally because of how vulnerable that made me feel. I'm used to being a big, strong, healthy bloke but now I am weak, needy and poorly and I don't like it! Having said that, I know that I am lucky to have a condition which, though serious, has such a simple treatment. Apart from putting up with regular blood tests (another one tomorrow - ugh - I don't like needles! ), all I have to do is take a couple of Warfarin pills every evening, and wait to get better. (I hope!)
Oh, I'm sorry to hear that - I really hope that they don't find anything nasty - good luck!At the mo I am waiting for the results of an MRI scan to check for a brain tumour (as I've lost some hearing in one ear). It doesn't help that I've been laid up for two weeks with a lurgi. The things aren't related but in one's illness and fear it's easy to invent more problems. My firm advice is to avoid internet searches of your condition (if the Internet were around when I had my bone tumour I would have discovered the 5 year survival rate was 14% and yet here I am, 19 years later, and the survival rate is now 75% anyway) and that would probably have made everything worse. Sometimes not knowing is heaps better!
Anyway, keep taking care of yourself and looking forward to the cycling in 2013 - looks like you're well over the worst now and it should all improve from here.
Too late with the internet advice though - I was searching online again today. I'd been feeling that perhaps I am not going to be well enough to resume cycling early in the New Year as I planned, so I looked up the stories of a few people recovering from pulmonary embolisms to see how they were doing. Some people had suffered damage to their hearts and blood vessels, and suffered subsequent embolisms and DVTs. I'd been thinking that in 6 months time, a fit and healthy ColinJ would emerge, and it shook me to think that I might never make a full recovery, or perhaps I might have to go through all of this again.
I've got to put that out of my mind. If it turns out bad in the future, so be it, but I do not want to spend the next 6 months worrying about it in advance!