I get the reaction, and I think it's understandable, but by the standards of the last two waves, this one will not be as harmful overall. And for vaccinated people like yourself, it's near certain to be much less risky.
For unvaccinated vulnerable people, given the huge prevalence envisaged, it could be very risky. But most of them are black, poor, and highly unlikely to vote Tory, so who cares?
I guess I'm not as scared of this 'wave' and the immediate death rate as such. Last year I knew there would be death, and risk, and although I think the government made some terrible decisions, and more people died than should have, there was the feeling that we were doing something. The vaccine was on its way, people were all pulling together, there was a sense of community.
Now though, it's the sense of helplessness. I've done everything in my power. It's not much, but I've done it. I'm not going to pretend I took part in the vaccine trial for entirely altruistic reasons, I certainly considered the benefit to myself and my immediate family, but I did want to do my bit in the wider fight against the virus. People I know are doing the same, be it the vaccine trial, SIREN study, LFD testing etc. Wife was breastfeeding so couldn't take part but she's been recording everything for the King's College symptom tracker. Everybody's been doing something.
Our children haven't seen their grandparents. Our parents haven't seen their grandchildren. We've spent money on childcare keeping our children out of school, we've masked, we've distanced, we've stayed at home, we've done everything we possibly could. I'm also aware that other people have made far greater sacrifices and given more than I would ever be able to.
And now, just as it feels we might be about to turn a corner, just as we have the chance to really get on top of things, we've got this crucial battle between the vaccine and the variants, we've done all we possibly can, and the people in power, the people who are supposed to keep us safe, the people we elect to keep us safe, the people we pay to keep us safe, are not doing so. And there's nothing more we can do. I have no more ability to affect the outcome. Both the PM and the health secretary have basically come out and said we're lifting restrictions, we all have to learn to live and die with a rampaging, mutating deadly virus in our midst and that's that. My fate, that of my family and of all of us is now beyond my control, or that's what it feels like. And I'm scared for all of us.
Apologies for the loser length post. TL-DR, it's the loss of power and handing over control to people I don't believe have our best interests at heart which scares me.