It's getting harder and harder. A couple of years ago, I was doing about 3-4 times as many miles as I am today. I'm blaming it on a bout of ill-health last year, but in reality my fitness and motivation has gone. I've been keeping the 50k challenge going through stubbornness, but it's been pretty much one reluctant ride a month.
Today I had been working in the morning. Weather looked not too unpleasant, so booked a half day and headed out on one of my "usual routes" from a few years ago, which I hadn't done in ages.
Breezy, roads were quiet. Discovered that my usual half-way-cafe was gone! Closed a couple of years ago!
Turned along a couple of country roads that I don't think I've been on before, simply cos they had big hedges to shelter a bit from the wind!
By the time I reached the end of my street, I was on 48k, so a spin "round the block" to click over the 50.
The ride was good, once I dragged myself out. But getting that motivation to get started was the hardest bit.
The first hall of that journey for me used to take me between 50 and 60 mins. Today it was an hour and 10. The bike feels slow. But I know it's the engine rather than the mechanicals.
Hopefully the fitness and the enthusiasm will return soon.