I wasn't joking when I said pre race that Michael is a massive engine and I sit on his wheel
Been racing with him now for a few months in the DBR leagues and he puts out monster rides every week. What was 'funny' (well, not funny, but a kick up my @rse) was seeing you, Michael and Del chasing us down last night - I've raced with all of you over the years but you've all moved on so much and quite literally leaving me behind
Yeah but things aren't easy for you with Rachel's health and that has to come first.
I took early retirement, I think Martin's on his way there if I remember correctly and Michael? Well he's just one of those younger chaps that we used to be!
I can sense and understand your frustration, but actually being at or near the podium in C each race has a lot to say for it. Considering your commitments to Rachel and the lack of support you've had during Covid-19, you're performing really well. Your DBR position was good and its great to be in contention each week. I can assure you the feeling I had riding up front in C with you, Brendan, Michael and Chris is a bit more uplifting than working out how far I can get round the course each week before the B group peloton spits me out the back!
I'm happy to ride in B because having played sport for years it feeds my competitive urge. So I set it as a target and was pleased to reach it and since I've been there I've moved on a bit more. I'm still lower B, I'm never going to be near the podium, but I've had a couple of rides lately with 3.7w/kg averages so I'm not far off mid B. I'm very happy with that in my 60s!
But to do that, I've been racing on Monday with CC, organising and riding in my road club's virtual TT on Wednesday, WTRL TTT on Thursday and WTRL ITT on Saturday. I've got the time to do that, but unfortunately that's probably out of the question for you.
And I do get the wish that you were still smashing it with those of us who've moved up. Although I was a bit fatigued last night, I had the reverse of your feeling. I'm looking at the gap to you, Brendan and Chris and I can see us eating into it. And I'm watching the gap to A as we try and hold them off for as long as possible. And yes the feeling that I'm doing that with Martin and Steen who were always a bit ahead of me, and Michael who was really impressive last night was a big part of that.
But don't get down on yourself. You're doing well. Enjoy it!