I rarely venture into H&F, I havnt read this thread for ages. Blimey Colin, I didnt realise you were still struggling.
I was thinking today, does the loss of fitness and lack of exercise have a double negative effect ?. Have you noticed the little things, like viruses seem to hang on longer...I seem to struggle for ages with everything. Now I have a scabby nose, after a light cold about three weeks ago...its a mare in the night, I can hardly breathe. Anyway, I was riding along today thinking, does exercise result in your bodily systems pumping away and purging the bad stuff quicker, be they colds, viruses, etc etc
Since I had pneumonia etc, ive really just been ambling along, not much exercise...and everything seems to have imploded this year. The trouble is, finding the mojo to get out there is twice as hard...but maybe twice as important.
TBF, it doesnt sound as though (forgive me if I'm wrong) ypuve lost the drive to get out there, hats off to you.