Back on the bike (again...)
It was the Tour de France that did it.
I saw the consultant a few days ago. We sat and gazed together at his PC, at the collection of x rays he has gathered over the last two months. The bone ends are not meeting up. By squinting at it it from an angle, it was possible for me to be persuaded that they were getting closer. 'Could be six months to fully heal' he says. I ask when I can cycle again...he says its up to me but cycling won't promote healing and if I fall off, hit a bump hard or just bang it, it will be more of a mess than it now. So I go home to think about it.
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Watching the TdF switches off my worry. I just want to ride again. Even the crashes and injuries in the peloton from the first day of the TdF, replayed in slow motion several times, will not deter me. Madame Crow is less easily persuaded of the sensibleness of my intentions . Too late....I am off.
The sun is warm on my back and my legs are turning easily. It does help starting with a downhill I guess. My road bike is in the bike hospital as it turns out the injuries from my crash were more extensive than I thought and so I am on my hybrid thing that I have neglected for ten months. Luckily it wasn't sulking and continued to work. The tyres were still inflated, the gears snicked with a positive click and the chain hummed happily.
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Things have changed in two months. The autumn crocuses are coming through the leaf litter on the woodland floor and the leaves are beginning to turn. The first fallen leaves, dry and crisp, crunch as the tyres roll over them. I am so happy to be here that I can't stop smiling, can't stop greeting people as I pass them, the lanes still busy with walkers and cyclists. Only the road cyclists don't wave back - at first I assume they don't see me but then I realise its because I am on a hybrid. I don't care. I will wave at anyone today because nothing beats the feel of tyres and pedals, the wind in my face, the passing scenery, the effort of uphills and the free energy of downhills, the freedom of passing at just the right speed through the countryside, slow enough to notice things, fast enough not to get bored. And I have been bored for two months of enforced idleness and every moment today is a joy.
My shoulder burns because it is not used to taking weight and my collarbone complains with a dull ache that reaches up the side of my neck but I don't care. I am tired of nursing my body. Tired of being careful. Fed up with re-thinking everything I do so I avoid using my right arm.
The roads are empty but I am going slowly. I am a little bit frightened, the memory of my accident is still with me. I feel more wobbly than normal, slow down for bends and brake downhill. I see bend ahead. It is a blind bend but then in the lanes all the bends are blind and on my road bike I would swoop round it, my left shoulder brushing the hedge, right pedal lifted, leaning rather than turning the bike.
Today I slow down. Fearful of what might be around the corner. Cautious. Turns out to be a good call. Around the bend and heading too fast down hill is a huge green tractor pulling a full trailer of grass. It takes up the entire width of the road. I shrink into the hedge. The tractor skids, wheels locked up and scrapes past me. If I had been cycling like I used to, I would have been underneath it. A salutary lesson. Caution is good.
I decide to stop for a moment and enjoy the view. Heart racing still. Shaky. There is a gateway ahead and a chance to recover my equilibrium. It quickly returns as I continue down the lanes, slowing for bends, braking cautiously, thinking about where I am rather than daydreaming or watching the buzzards pounce on field mice.
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This is not going to be a long ride. I am concerned about damaging the collar bone more - or delaying my recovery further. The lanes soon lead me back into Truro and I ride slowly down the long downhill into the town centre and then puff up Moresk Hill heading for home, grateful for the low gearing on the hybrid. Two months is a long time off a bike and my lungs are not working as well as they did.
We are planning a trip to Norfolk tomorrow and we will take the bikes. Short, flat rides on lanes where you can see a long way ahead. Just what the doctor ordered. Plan A was sailing in Greece this month but that is now in the hands of the insurers. Plan B was to go to France but Covid stopped play. Plan C was Portugal but yesterday it was reported that Covid quarantine will be required (they think) within a week. So Norfolk it is. Hopefully it does not become a Covid hotspot in the next ten days. We won't be allowed back across the Tamar if it does.
I had planned an autumn of Audax rides now that events have started again. I guess that will be next year now. I will just keep bimbling around on my bike and doing the exercises, eating Vitamin C tablets and hoping for the best. Is there a Cyclechat group for 30k rides??
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