@SatNavSaysStraightOn hlw did you get on at the hospital on Thursday? Apologies if I missed the feedback
you haven't missed it. I'm just having a seriously hard time dealing with it. It was shitty to say the least. Been really down and struggling to deal with things. lots of crying and tears and my OH having to come home from work because I'm a mess etc. Broke down badly on Friday...
I'm being referred to another consultant because she doesn't think there is anything more she can do for me. She doesn't think physio will help - though why I have no idea.
Once the shock and tears have subsided I have started to look into it and research the issue myself.
I'm going to start a diary of symptoms including the crunching around of my vertebrae which I think is the cause of some of my symptoms that come and go. I don't think she has taken into account my hyper mobility syndrome at all, so perhaps a referral to another consultant is a good move. I can have a talk with him a refresh and take it from there. She has however requested another MRI, this time with contrast. The problem is that I don't have many symptoms lying down. Most of the issues are when I and therefore my spine are vertical like sitting and standing.... so I'm not certain another MRI is going to help. but I wasn't really thinking straight at the time when she told me there was nothing more she could do and I was like this for life.
I'm going to start writing down questions as well... last time I had something like this, my hyper mobility syndrome was the cause of the problems as well and it took many years for that to come to light. the problem is is that it is not the NHS that has diagnosed my hyper mobility to it is not recorded in my medical notes.
Ironically I can deal with her saying I'm on crutches for life (but why physio would not help me learn to walk properly or at least better I don't know).
If the sitting issue could be dealt with, then saying I'm in a wheelchair for anything more than 200m I could handle. It is better than what I have now.
But saying I'm never going to stand again for more than 10-15 mins, never going to sit again for more than 2 minutes is not an option. period.
I have reached the conclusion a new consultant may be the best move. Fresh start and I can go in with a clear head and a list of questions this time. Does that make sense?