- Location
- Somewhere wet & hilly in NW England.
A small request please.
Last year I joined in the 50k challenge and managed 10 by June but then in early July my world fell apart.
Very long story short: I went to see my GP with what I thought was a simple symptom. She was on holiday and I saw her stand-in. In the space of 7 minutes he diagnosed me with an absolutely hideous disease (terminal) and with a very limited lifespan. After much to-ing and fro-ing between 4 hospitals and a number of specialist tests I was fortunately 'cleared'. The stand-in GP had over-reacted to a 'Red Flag' as I have since been informed. Nonetheless, the damage was done and I became depressed and suicidal and at one stage was a very short time away from not been here at all. With huge support from my lovely wife, my brilliant best friend, a Consultant Psychiatrist and her wider support team, 2 world class Neurologists and a superb CBT councillor I am still here today and feeling great.
Sadly, I lost interest in a lot of things for the best part of the intervening year whilst my life was pieced back together.
This resulted in me being off my bike for eleven months apart from a couple of pathetically short attempts very early this year.
I have been 'back on' for just over 3 weeks and have completed a scant 6 rides although one of which was 33 miles and the other 40 miles - pretty good for me esp' as I have been 'off' for so long.
So.... would it be ok to join in the challenge for the balance of the year just for motivational purposes (I know I won't get a star)?
I can then 'go for it' next year!
Last year I joined in the 50k challenge and managed 10 by June but then in early July my world fell apart.
Very long story short: I went to see my GP with what I thought was a simple symptom. She was on holiday and I saw her stand-in. In the space of 7 minutes he diagnosed me with an absolutely hideous disease (terminal) and with a very limited lifespan. After much to-ing and fro-ing between 4 hospitals and a number of specialist tests I was fortunately 'cleared'. The stand-in GP had over-reacted to a 'Red Flag' as I have since been informed. Nonetheless, the damage was done and I became depressed and suicidal and at one stage was a very short time away from not been here at all. With huge support from my lovely wife, my brilliant best friend, a Consultant Psychiatrist and her wider support team, 2 world class Neurologists and a superb CBT councillor I am still here today and feeling great.
Sadly, I lost interest in a lot of things for the best part of the intervening year whilst my life was pieced back together.
This resulted in me being off my bike for eleven months apart from a couple of pathetically short attempts very early this year.
I have been 'back on' for just over 3 weeks and have completed a scant 6 rides although one of which was 33 miles and the other 40 miles - pretty good for me esp' as I have been 'off' for so long.
So.... would it be ok to join in the challenge for the balance of the year just for motivational purposes (I know I won't get a star)?
I can then 'go for it' next year!
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