Feeling better
@Speicher?
Thank you for asking. Yes, slightly better. I think it is a combination of physical and emotional symptoms.
In short, I thought that after finishing my Chemo treatment, life might begin to return to normal (or an approximation of normal). Five days after finishing Chemo the country went into Lockdown. When Lockdown eased, war started in Ukraine.
Now two friends of mine have a young grandchild who is seriously ill, possibly terminal.
I find gardening very therapeutic, but an old knee injury has flared up, and in turn causing problems with my hip, and back pain, which in turn is making it difficult to get comfy in bed at night. Painful knees are not helped by putting on weight, partly due to the drugs have to take to stop the cancer returning.
I am trying to do as much/little as I feel able. What doesn't help is some people saying "you must do x, y or z" as if I am unable to make that decision myself.