Spoke to my Doc yesterday about this (amongst others)
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So there you go, there is a 12 Month waiting list for an initial consultation, so I will still try and beat this myself but, now, I have the support and expertise that I need, headed my way and it actually feels good to have asked, as opposed to how I used to feel, dirty etc.
That's good news that you feel good about having asked - and now you are in the system that is good news too. Keep going! :-)