Thanks all, looks like hypno is probably not an option. Dont want to wallow in self pity but
slow loss of the majority of use of left arm'hand since the beginning of December, followed but inability to stand for long on the left leg followed by 2 trips to the doc, 5 hours in A& E with a suspected stroke which proved to be unfounded. Same problem but not so severe in the other leg and arm followed by tremors in the hands that wont go away followed by an emergency trip to the neurology dept at the hospital ( terrifying) - who could find nothing....only a month ago I felt fine, just goes to show

Maybe there should be an "on the way out forum" just for me.

Ms BG been excellent, me I'm just a snivelling coward... Further test results awaited... looking forward to it with anticipation

... not