Yup, this. I'm with you there.
I acknowledge it's a trade-off, and a personal one. That is, just how much do you want to pursue a diagnosis, a cure, with all the anxiety that may go with that pursuit, versus living an anxiety-free (or at least with less anxiety) until your last day. It's something to decide for yourself.
I've thought loads about it, almost to the point of obsession and could write pages on the subject. I've viewed it from multiples perspectives, considered all manner of things. You have to drill down, be really honest with yourself. I'm now at peace with my take.
Yes -
currently I am not happy that I know what is going on - so I am still trying to find out
but when I get a decent answer that explains my symptoms and how to move forward then I will stop
I know what I think I need to do but I am not certain that it is right so I need to check
One of the problem is that it seems that the medical people depend on giving you some documentation for a test
then put it to one side until the test results come back
I have just found a blood test form that was part of 3 of them but got into the middle of one of the grandkids story books
as the appointment wait was so long I just grabbed the form that were there and got them done
this one was missed out - as a result the gyno department at the hospital have ignored me - because the problem is supposed to be re-triggered when the results come back
OK - my fault
but the otehr problems involve the brain - so I could easily have something that makes me forget
and if I have forgotten something I should have done - then it would just get left
My wife comes to any serious appointment (I do the same for hers) so I hope that we would remember between us
but what about people who are on their own??
anyway - must stop worrying - off on bike now which will sort it!!!