A bit shitting scared though.
I am immensely grateful for all your messages of support and solidarity. Really. Thank you.
I suspect that shoot scared is an understatement, and entirely understandable under the circumstances. I can sympathize with how you feel having recently had problems with the privates, not cancer though, Low Flow Priapsim, three episodes, two major operations and several unpleasant surgical procedures, I leant heavily on family and close friends whilst I was ill, And we still don't know what sparked it off.
Hang on in there mate and stay strong.