old and ugly.So today i was sat in the sunshine,when Mrs P asked do you fancy going out.Where .Well we will finish up in Whitby fish and chips for tea.Well off we went.Well Whitby was overcast windy and cold,and boy did i feel it.Chemo has left me feeling the cold more.Anyway we finished up having real nice fish and chips sat in a restaurant.Well before we left i popped in to the gents and a large mirror showed me how much my face has lost weight plus my scrawny chicken type neck.I flipping hate how i look,i have aged so badly since August.