a couple of my local 'hills' (although i dont know what technically constitutes a 'hill')...whorral bank and bothal bank - for an out of shape relative beginner, these are like Ahabs white whale, i feel genuine anxiety on approaching them. nevertheless i have the 50m penrith ride on 13, so its been 'fight or flight' this week (+alcohol free weeknights!).
now i understand the psychological aspects of sport, there really is a lot of 'psyching yourself up' getting in a 'zone' and suchlike. the bit when youre approaching, when the road starts to incline and get steeper, and you know its going to be very hard work, thats the scary bit. and of course learning how to best taclke these climbs with your gears, posture etc etc.
if i can do it with 2 or more stone weight than i should have, then with perseverance i have a much better level of fitness and ability to look forward too.