blazed
220lb+
Its too early to call it a crisis but it's a crisis. So far for Feb I've cycled less than 25 miles. My motivation to ride has gone and my appetite has increased.
My plan was to get down to 14.4 stone by April to really smash my climbing times but I'm just getting heavier. I compete in the 200lb+ range so obviously being bang on 200lb is ideal.
I'm not sure what's happened. Maybe I've been to intensive, maybe its along the lines of 'what goes up must come down', having been riding on a successful high for so long.
I give 100% at whatever I do, dropping weight, training etc has never been a problem. This is the first time in my life I've struggled with food, it feels like a need to gorge. Huge Sunday roasts, eating sharing platters for desert, without sharing. Domino's, KFC, McDonald's, just as much crap as I can eat.
Who am I? What am I? I read an article on Rhonda rousey how she felt suicidal after her first big loss to holly holm, obviously my situation is not that extreme however this is the intense pressure you put yourself under to be great and sometimes it is hard to deal with any little kink in the chain.
My plan was to get down to 14.4 stone by April to really smash my climbing times but I'm just getting heavier. I compete in the 200lb+ range so obviously being bang on 200lb is ideal.
I'm not sure what's happened. Maybe I've been to intensive, maybe its along the lines of 'what goes up must come down', having been riding on a successful high for so long.
I give 100% at whatever I do, dropping weight, training etc has never been a problem. This is the first time in my life I've struggled with food, it feels like a need to gorge. Huge Sunday roasts, eating sharing platters for desert, without sharing. Domino's, KFC, McDonald's, just as much crap as I can eat.
Who am I? What am I? I read an article on Rhonda rousey how she felt suicidal after her first big loss to holly holm, obviously my situation is not that extreme however this is the intense pressure you put yourself under to be great and sometimes it is hard to deal with any little kink in the chain.