I also cannot see and sense in cryptic crosswords for the same reason
Cryptics do take a bit of learning young padawan. Once they were opaque to me, now I've kinda got the hang although I am far from being a master.
Some are simple such as "Bird seen in th
e museum (3)". Others require some deduction e.g.
"Perhaps 2000 or 2020 players struggle to control Real’s midfield (4,5)"
In this one the clue is "Perhaps 2000 or 2020". The rest is instruction. Players struggle - struggle suggests that we need an anagram of players and this anagram controls the middle bit of "real".
Thus Leap years
Then you get the really convoluted ones:
"Lead a horse to water initially, then scramble to the canal side? (7)"
In this case the clue is "the canal side?". This takes advantage of the fact that we like to join words together - but you can't do that with cryptics. In this case lead is the chemical element, so we need the initial letters of the symbol for lead and "a horse to water" then we scramble "to" with what we have already got (pahtwto). Mixed up we get
towpath