..and years - ive had this feeling and kept it too myself as its quite a personal thing - its a feeling I get when I do it.
Chaingangs.
You ride there ON YOUR OWN - ideally taking it easy
You get there having done 'the ride there', as the warm up, hoping its enough
Then you ride it: varying feelings result, mostly driven by how you rode etc...
...then you ride back - (THIS IS THE CRITICAL BIT !) = The chilling of the evening, the passing of the odd car, the feeling of being on your own racing against your own ability and the fact of the performance to get back even though your stuffed to ****.
This is the bit thats like, i imagine - banging your head against wall, staring at paint for no reason, being on a diet of sh@te yet not caring yet having the impetus in the 1st place to buy it and eat it even though its BAD for you..
Anyone know what this sequence of events is called...
I enjoy the satisfaction of the distance, even the performances.
I was watching the riders, this eve and they where so immersed in the process, mostly enjoying it.
Am I going crazy
Chaingangs.
You ride there ON YOUR OWN - ideally taking it easy
You get there having done 'the ride there', as the warm up, hoping its enough
Then you ride it: varying feelings result, mostly driven by how you rode etc...
...then you ride back - (THIS IS THE CRITICAL BIT !) = The chilling of the evening, the passing of the odd car, the feeling of being on your own racing against your own ability and the fact of the performance to get back even though your stuffed to ****.
This is the bit thats like, i imagine - banging your head against wall, staring at paint for no reason, being on a diet of sh@te yet not caring yet having the impetus in the 1st place to buy it and eat it even though its BAD for you..
Anyone know what this sequence of events is called...
I enjoy the satisfaction of the distance, even the performances.
I was watching the riders, this eve and they where so immersed in the process, mostly enjoying it.
Am I going crazy
