Boris Bajic
Guest
I've been thinking a little recently about when doping became an issue, not in the press but for individual cycling enthusiasts.
I've been flicking through the Roche book and I recall the Year of Wonders when he just kept winning. I was 25-ish and as far as I was concerned steroid abuse (all doping) was restricted to Soviet Bloc rowers and field athletes. To me, Roche was clean.
Right through the mid-80s I knew there was the occasional problem with a naughty rider, but I did not see it as endemic and people rarely spoke of it. Spending a lot of time in France, I had an extremely positive view of Fignon, who we now all know was making sure of all the 'bonne preparation' he needed. I would have believed Abdu was a doper back then, because he was a Crafty Commie, but not the elegant, intellectual (he wore glasses) Fignon.
Then (in broad terms) came Festina and the bubble burst. But not for me... I was in France that summer, listening on the radio to the barmy TdF. Call me a fool, but at the time I thought Pantani's win was clean. All the evidence was otherwise, but I liked the way he rode so I knew he was clean.
My notion about how deep doping went in Pro-Cycling started to emerge in the early LA years when elements of the European media went after him.
I recall the romance of his first win and some whiff of suspicion that USPS were maybe doping but that there was no way LA would do it... He would have used doped Goobahs to pull him to the Yellow and win the race clean. That was not an unpopular view at the time. I began to think it was true.
I recall in maybe 2001 saying in company that pretty much anyone in the top three for any jersey was probably using something and that maybe most of the top 30 in GC were, too. I now think that figure conservative, but at the time I was looked on as a cynic of the worst type. Anyone who said that so many TdF riders were dirty must be a mad conspiracy theorist...
I have memories of the DM bust and I recall being surprised that top riders were still being caught. Had I believed the big post-Festina clean-up? Probably, up to a point.
My defence for my dark (but selective) cynicism was always that I loved the sport as much after coming to believe that doping was rife as I did in the earlier years when I just didn't think people were that naughty.
I like to say that I was always suspicious, but my recalled responses and reactions to certain races back then display a naivity and delight suggesting otherwise. I really just thought it was the naughty few... excluding Pantani and other riders I 'liked'. I remember being sad for Pantani when it all went south for him, rather than cross.
Because I do not now queue up to pour scorn on LA and the fanboys, I am told my view is rose-tinted. I'm not sure it is, but I am surprised at how long it took for the penny to drop with me.
Do others find that their imagined awareness of widespread doping in the 80s and beyond doesn't match their true recollections of that time?
I've been flicking through the Roche book and I recall the Year of Wonders when he just kept winning. I was 25-ish and as far as I was concerned steroid abuse (all doping) was restricted to Soviet Bloc rowers and field athletes. To me, Roche was clean.
Right through the mid-80s I knew there was the occasional problem with a naughty rider, but I did not see it as endemic and people rarely spoke of it. Spending a lot of time in France, I had an extremely positive view of Fignon, who we now all know was making sure of all the 'bonne preparation' he needed. I would have believed Abdu was a doper back then, because he was a Crafty Commie, but not the elegant, intellectual (he wore glasses) Fignon.
Then (in broad terms) came Festina and the bubble burst. But not for me... I was in France that summer, listening on the radio to the barmy TdF. Call me a fool, but at the time I thought Pantani's win was clean. All the evidence was otherwise, but I liked the way he rode so I knew he was clean.
My notion about how deep doping went in Pro-Cycling started to emerge in the early LA years when elements of the European media went after him.
I recall the romance of his first win and some whiff of suspicion that USPS were maybe doping but that there was no way LA would do it... He would have used doped Goobahs to pull him to the Yellow and win the race clean. That was not an unpopular view at the time. I began to think it was true.
I recall in maybe 2001 saying in company that pretty much anyone in the top three for any jersey was probably using something and that maybe most of the top 30 in GC were, too. I now think that figure conservative, but at the time I was looked on as a cynic of the worst type. Anyone who said that so many TdF riders were dirty must be a mad conspiracy theorist...
I have memories of the DM bust and I recall being surprised that top riders were still being caught. Had I believed the big post-Festina clean-up? Probably, up to a point.
My defence for my dark (but selective) cynicism was always that I loved the sport as much after coming to believe that doping was rife as I did in the earlier years when I just didn't think people were that naughty.
I like to say that I was always suspicious, but my recalled responses and reactions to certain races back then display a naivity and delight suggesting otherwise. I really just thought it was the naughty few... excluding Pantani and other riders I 'liked'. I remember being sad for Pantani when it all went south for him, rather than cross.
Because I do not now queue up to pour scorn on LA and the fanboys, I am told my view is rose-tinted. I'm not sure it is, but I am surprised at how long it took for the penny to drop with me.
Do others find that their imagined awareness of widespread doping in the 80s and beyond doesn't match their true recollections of that time?